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June 24th, 2008

12:57 pm - It's Time to Change Things! Wala lang... I got the title from Bea Alonzo's line in Clear shampoo commercial... Pag narinig mo akala nangangampanya lang... I thougnt Bea's running for Kagawad, eh matagal pa pala and election. Hehe... Halos lahat na yata ng mga politicians, puro yun ang sinasabi... "It's time to change things..." Ewan, but I think that line is just one of the immortal lines of politicians, one is "Para sa pagbabago.." tinagalog lang, that's for masa raw. Hehe... ****** Hmmmm... sige na nga, inasmuchas I don't wanna talk about the condition of my heart, magsasalita na ko... Okay na talaga ako... Ngayon, nakaka-smile na ko ng walang halong biro.. Hehehe.. I mean kaplastikan. Totoo na ang smile ko. Masaya na ko kahit na napag-iwanan na ko sa lovelife. Ayos lang. Tanggap ko na, na hindi lahat ng Diyosa may boyfriend... Hehehe... Ewan, pero naramdaman ko lang na parang olats ako when I found out about my ex's  love life, flourishing love life. I felt olats nga, pero there's no need to feel that way kasi lahat naman tayo may panahon... Ika nga .."pana-panahon ang pagkakataon....blah, blah, blah..." Masaya na talaga ko. Minsan kasi nakakapagod na yung ginagawa ko. Minsan nagrereklamo ako, nakakapagod. I didn't even notice yung mga blessings na dumarating sakin, ang dami na na halos sumabog na nga sa harap ko pero hindi ko pa rin nakikita pano I'm too focused dun sa WALA. Basta, marami akong meron kesa sa wala. :) ***** Lilipat na kami ng office, medyo malayo kasi sa Cainta... Malapit lang pero malayo. Labo! Basta malayo pero hindi naman,,, yung na yun... Kailangan ko na namang mag-adjust.. Dagdag pamasahe, gising mas maaga... Nakew! Baka pumayat ako niyan.. Hehehe.. ***** Indeed, it's time to change things! Current Location: in my room Current Mood: happy Current Music: Pink - Aerosmith Tags: minimum fare

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June 23rd, 2008

04:55 pm - Bagyung-Bagyo! Ang lakas ng ulan last Saturday and Sunday. Nung Sunday nga nagising na lang akong wala nang kuryente. Pero ayos lang hindi naman mainit eh.... Medyo feeling guilty ako kasi I didn't know until last Sunday nung nagkaron na ng kuryente, nakapanood ako ng news, may lumubog na barko.... Habang ako nagdarasal na sana umulan pa para walang pasok pati mga may trabaho walang pasok, meron na palang nangyayaring sakuna... OMG! I'm so bad! Huhuhu... Sana mahanap na yung mga nawawalang pasahero at sana buhay pa. :( Current Location: in my room Current Mood: guilty Current Music: If I Believe - Patti Austin Tags: minimum fare

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June 20th, 2008

10:37 am - Relief More than half of my deductions (SSS, Pag-ibig, Philhealth) is tax. Wooohhhhh.... Finally, it is a law! Last Tuesday, June 17, PGMA signed the Republic Act 9504 amending Sections 22, 24, 34, 35, 51 and 79 of Republic Act 8424, As Amended, Otherwise Known As The National Internal Revenue Code Of 1987.  This new law will exempt minimum wage earners from paying income tax, increasing tax exemption for all earners and additional exemptions for individuals with dependents/children. What a great news for the taxpayers. I'm so happy! That just means I'll be receiving more money every 15th and end of the month! Great! Hahaha... From a P25,000 exemption for single (like me) it's now P50,000 for all individuals whether your single, head of the family or married! Saya! It is indeed, a relief! Yey! But, what about the rocketing oil price? :( Current Location: in my room Current Mood: good Current Music: Santeria - Sublime Tags: minimum fare

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June 19th, 2008

01:01 pm - Beating Around the Bush?! Hehe I read an article in pep.ph  (click the link for the complete story) about Ruffa Guttierez defending her friend Gretchen Barreto in the latter's credit card controversy. It was so funny because Ruffa didn't confirm nor deny the alleged incident but the way she explained her side, she was actually confirming it. Hahaha... Very funny. This one is the best part:  "Medyo na-bother ako baka ako maging suspect, di ba? Na nagpalagay sa internet, which is hindi naman talaga. I know a lot of things pero hindi ko naman ikinukwento. That's why I think I'm a good friend because kahit sinasabihan ako ng sikreto, three days later nakakalimutan ko na kung anong ikinuwento sakin." - Ruffa She was puzzled who leaked the info to the public and she didn't want to be the suspect but she's so unaware that she was already substantiating the rumor. Hahaha... Current Location: in my room Current Mood: cheerful Current Music: No Air - Jordin Sparks & Chris Brown Tags: minimum fare

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June 18th, 2008

03:18 pm - Labo Naman Sabi ng friend ko na iniwan din ng boyfriend niya na looking back is not necessarily mean you're still holding on, instead, looking back is just one way of checking yourself if you have moved on and have become stronger. I, well, partially agree, because she has a point, and I haven't looked back yet so I can't agree with her 100%, not until two days ago. It's been a couple of years but since my friend gave me an idea, I boldly look back.... I was shocked. (Finally, I'm willing to share my thoughts) Actually, I was envious and hurt but it doesn't mean I haven't moved on yet because I have already moved on. I have moved on but sure you're aware of this, you might have felt this before. I felt I was olats! Talo ako! Wow, he's happy now with his new girl.. oh, wife. I was really shocked, he just met the girl and got married, I don't know why in a rush.  After two years, a one and a half  year old kid where there. Apparently, it was because of the kid. Hindi ako naghahabol. He's happy and I'm happy for him but I could've been happier if I am with someone, you know what I mean. This is so unfair! He left me. I was easily replaced or should I say he left me for another. And now he's happier than me. I respected his decision (unison), he fell out of love. We both have our flaws. I have so many issues but the way he broke up with me is not just acceptable but still, I respected him. I don't wanna go on to details... Hirap mag-type, malamig  and that's not the issue here. I just wish I am with someone. Someone I can call boyfriend. Someone I love. Someone who loves me too. Someone who accepts me for being so maarte at punung-puno ng iba't-ibang klaseng trip sa buhay, pero look what I am today? OLATS! It is pride I'm talking, siya ang tagal nang nagsasaya and already moved to the next level of his life as a family man unlike me, still SINGLE! I don't see anything wrong with being single  though, pero bakit ganun nauna pa siya, dapat sabay o kaya ahead ako. Tapos, may mga nanliligaw nga eh hindi ko naman type, merong... oooppss hindi ko na sila idadamay. Labas na sila dito. Bakit ganun?! At ang malupit pa dun, he and his wife are always checking on my friendster account everytime they go online, I don't know if my status is what they're checking. Wooohhh... Now, can I honestly say I have moved on? *Yes! Can I say I've become stronger? *Yes! And what do I feel now?! *Hay, unfair! Bakit ganun?! Ang daya. He's happily married! I'm still single! What's happening to my world? Ang daya ng Earth! Current Location: in my room Current Mood: discontent Current Music: Celebrity Skin - Hole Tags: minimum fare

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June 17th, 2008

08:12 am - Realized I've been listening to the song Realized by Colby Callait for a month now and only now I realized I what haven't realized yet. ☺ ***** Yesterday, while I was in the bus heading home, I was thinking about the decision I will make. I just can't really tell it. Maybe, a little force will do to convince me to tell it all. But for now, I just can't. Ako pa rin to nagtatago sa anino ko, niloloko sarili ko at nagpapanggap na gago... hehehe... It rhymes but it's not what I really want to say. ***** I was really inspired by Ping Medina's LJ entry entitled bagong umaga. Grabe, parang sapul. Bullseye sakin! Ping said, " Sabi nga ng tatay ko, ganyan ang buhay. Ibuhos mo ngayon ang lahat. Namnamin ang lahat ng nangyayari sayo. Tapos piliin mo sarili mo. Kasi matapang ka." And that's exactly what I did. I saved myself from pain. I chose myself... I chose myself... Current Location: somewhere out there Current Mood: okay Current Music: How Soon is Now? - Love Spit Love Tags: minimum fare

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June 16th, 2008

01:32 pm - Happy Sometimes you gotta be happy even if your envious? Labo! Hindi ko ma-gets why do I have to be happy when I'm envious.... Pwede pala yun... Eto yung mixed emotions/feelings na tinatawag, happy at the same time envious... So, why am I so envious?.. Ewan! Here I am again, hirap talaga ko magsabi ng feelings/emotions ko... Bakit pa kaya ko nagLJ?! I cancelled my first LJ account kasi may nakakilala sakin... Ngayon, nagtatago na ko sa pangalang minimum fare, I just hope they won't follow me here. Wala lang... Siguro hindi pa ko handang sabihin ang lahat. Naduwag na naman ako. I thought matapang ako. I thought okay lang ako. I already conditioned myself from the possibility of being hurt, but I am not hurt, am I? I am envious... Being hurt and being envious are two different things.. Sana nga may sense tong nilalagay ko dito kasi, sa sobrang inggit ko, parang walang kwenta na sinasabi ko. I feel like I'm a loser. Yeah, right! Ang mga taong naiinggit malamang mga loser... To envy is to sin. When you're hurt, hindi ka naman nagkakasala, right? But this envy could lead to feeling hurt. My pride will be hurt but I have to be happy. Great!  :( Ngayon, hahayaan ko munang mangibawbaw ang nararamdaman ko, maya-maya mawawala rin yan.. Bukas, wala nang tuluyan. Ano ba yan? I hate being so senti pero eto talaga eh... Siguro kinulang na naman ako ng kanin, P10.00 na kasi sa cafeteria eh. Current Location: somewhere cold Current Mood: envious Current Music: Alaala ni Batman - Radio Active Sago Tags: minimum fare

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June 13th, 2008

05:22 am - Beep! Beep! Hello, QC! Hello, Metro Manila! Hello, Pinas! Hello, World! Hello, Universe! Whew, that was tiring! This is the first time I'm gonna be sharing my twisted (sometimes nonsense) thoughts in public... But right now, I'm not that enthusiastic enough to say something... Maybe later or tomorrow or the day after tomorrow.. Or next week, next month. It's kinda cold in here.. My fingers are freezing... Woooohhh.. Ang lamig sa isteyts! :) Current Location: in my room Current Mood: high Current Music: Good Intention - Doubting Paris Tags: minimum fare

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